Postcard #271

My Beloved,

In the quiet corners of our daily life, where thoughts meander and emotions deepen, I find myself reflecting on the essence of our love. It is in these reflections that I realize our love is not just an ephemeral “falling in love,” but a profound journey into what it means to truly connect with another soul.

You have taught me that love is far more than desire. While desire seeks to possess and is sated once its hunger is fed, our love remains a constant, unfulfilled yearning for deeper connection, for a more profound understanding of each other. It is active and dynamic, propelling me not to wait passively but to move towards you, to become a part of your world and to weave you into the fabric of mine.

This love is not about having you within my grasp but about celebrating every element of who you are. It thrives on the very essence of your being—the way your eyes light up with passion when you stumble upon a new discovery in astronomy, or how deeply absorbed you become in a game of chess, finding solace in its complex strategies. I cherish these moments of silent companionship, where we exist together, yet apart, each in our own thoughts yet connected by a shared presence.

Your quirks, the ones others might overlook, are treasures to me. The gentle rhythm of your snore at night, the unemotional way you share your thoughts, even your forgetfulness about dates and moments that others might hold dear—all these traits compose the symphony of your unique personality. They are not flaws but strokes of complexity in the canvas of who you are, and I love each stroke dearly.

Our love is a centrifugal force, sending us spinning outwards to each other and then back to ourselves, enriched and more complete. It is in loving you that I have learned to love myself more fully. Each tear that has fallen and every burst of laughter we have shared have been stones laid on the foundation of our life together, a testament to the enduring strength of our bond.

In this love, I find the freedom to be myself and the courage to let you be you, in all your authentic form. I don’t need to idolize you or mold you into a preconceived ideal. It is enough, more than enough, to love you as you are, and to receive your love in return.

As we continue this journey, know that I am forever grateful to move towards you, to love you actively, and to celebrate every moment of our shared life. You are my greatest adventure, my deepest joy, and my enduring love.